Meh

I woke up this morning feeling a little bit meh. You know that feeling when you’re not really happy or really sad but that any wrong word or expression from an external source will make you react dispraportionally. Then I watched this beautiful video of a young man talk about his wife’s strength as he helped to birth his first child. Of course I started crying at this point, overcome with emotion…Why is this not my story Lord!!! At this point I had a choice to make, either continue down the road of sadness, leading to despair and eventual self pity or I could get up, get on and worship. I chose the latter. I started cleaning the house, listened to worship music, laughed with my husband and walked myself out of the hole that I’d started to dig for myself. I have much to be grateful for. I am glad to be here, where God has placed me. I’m equipped for a time such as this. I may bend sometimes but I will never break, in Jesus Name.

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