Active Faith

I watched a beautiful lady today on YouTube share her act of Faith. She’d started buying onesies and baby gear in Faith and in anticipation of what had been promised. I don’t know where I sit with that. I did the same thing when I was getting ready for marriage….I lost a lot of money buying stuff I never actually ended up using. Ok, I was with the wrong man at the time but I think I’ve been bruised by this type of activity. I’m not sure if it will make me feel worse, like a reminder of what I don’t have. I guess it could be seen as an expectation of what is to come. It’s like when you invite guests over for dinner…you’d cook a meal because you expect them to turn up. I expect our babies will be here at some point….Im thinking I might need to start making room for that to happen.

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