Christmas Day 2018

Learnt that 2 people that are half my age are having babies……of course I celebrate this great news. Can’t escape the part of me that feels sorry for myself though. I’m just not sure that this feeling will ever go away. It feels like I’m running a race but I keep on getting lapped. I’m doing all that I can but someone keeps passing me by. It doesn’t mean that I stop running it just means that I have to encourage myself to stay the course. I thank God that it doesn’t consume me and that I can truly be happy for others. May that voice continue to be louder than that small sad internal. It shall get weaker as my faith in what I hope for gets stronger in Jesus Name.

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