Wavering Hope

Am I aloud to have these moments. When it all just seems unfair. When you’ve prayed year in and out for the same thing without reward. I’m yet to see the fruits of my prayers, reep the harvest from seeds sewn. Do I not have the right to be upset, even angry? Have my prayers been answered, is God just saying No? I have a bunch of questions but no answers. I’m like walking in the light with my eyes closed, I can’t SEE what’s in front of me. I’m tired of hoping Lord, I want to SEE it! Am I being ungrateful? I have been, and continue to be blessed. Why do I feel defeated when I’ve been told I’ve already won? I’m struggling to celebrate the victory in the midst of the battle.

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