Today

Well….surprise surprise, it’s another BIG FAT NEGATIVE! Got my period this morning, I am devastated. Really thought this was it. It felt so different this time. My husband was so disappointed, it’s like I’ve been the bearer of bad news every month for the last 6 years. I’m struggling to find a way out of this despair. I know God doesn’t want me to fight but I keep getting wounded, I don’t know how to dodge these arrows. I’m bleeding physically and spiritually. I want to give up but how can I do that and still win….. How can I give up on our babies…..

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